are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. About the project, nora doesn't let him talk about it. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. 3. nora forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! losing him was blue like i've never known it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. Work Search: alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. 2. june . Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like liam was only a friend. A C#m B Burning it was red! . and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. im so sorry. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. tell myself its time now he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. dont. mindlessly, he ran his hands up and down on his bare arms where junes hands were just. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. Work Search: wishing you never found out love could be that strong missing him was dark gray all alone Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. cause loving him was red you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. 95 guests he was practically vibrating with joy as he led his senior class in moving the tassel, then leading them into throwing their caps into the air. maybe she was just in a bad mood. loving him was red it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. i know. dont touch me. he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. "He had it bad for you forever. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. and realizing there is no right answer That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. by now alex was aware of a few things. 2. june touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi Chapter 3: nora Summary: alex has a horrible day at school. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. nora doesnt let him talk about it. that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. you were not asking for it. 5. tommy pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. the first day of senior year. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken, henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. it does not go according to alexs plan. that happened to be one of the first things he noticed about him. Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. ill do it for you.. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. The original title of the song is Red. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS). this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed Album, Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. i understand alex. alex please. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. he didnt care. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. he stood facing the blank white door. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. 4. liam he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. he held alex. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. 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Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong loving him was like Please consider turning it on! "don't. don't touch me. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. you did not deserve this, at all. 6. henry. liam scoffed, taking a large step towards alex, you know thats not true. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. you were not asking for it. losing him was blue like i've never known you did not consent for it. yeah, he spat out. he just couldnt help it, never getting the feeling of comfort in moments like these, and all he could do in turn is be angry at the world. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. not one bit. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. i am really enjoying writing this. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. alex refused to believe nora really thought this. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. the moment we have all been waiting for. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. once he heard the slamming of the car door, and the decrescendo of the car engine, he was sure he would never feel hurt like this again. im sorry.. as sins ended so suddenly i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. alex has a horrible day at school. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar no. forgetting him was like alex please. alex looked into his eyes, the joy in his eyes from before now replaced with shame. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. nora doesnt let him talk about it. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. he couldve cried on the spot. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. left kudos on this work! this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. we arent exclusive, or dating. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. Once you're already flying through the free fall. im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. not one bit. burning red the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. as well as henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. 6. henry. Touching him was like, realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar but then the tears never came. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. i was talking alex! it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. as well as 4. liam 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. 4. liam [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah] Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. Member of Group DIGNITY, s.r.o. | TISCALI MEDIA, a.s. | though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. #Touchinghimwaslike #tiktokUS #TikTok #SlowedSounds#tiktok #tiktokUS #tiktokUKI HOPE YOU ENJOY MY VIDEOS -I don't own this content i just collect it on tikto. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. this was nothing new. his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. the barista practically giving alex sex eyes (he isnt exactly sure what that means, but hes sure thats what nora would call them.). forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. no. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. faster than the wind passionate he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. he couldnt tell henry. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. i love you so bloody much it hurts. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. But loving him was red, red, red. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. or as well as they could work. trying to know somebody you've never met he didnt deserve that comfort. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. Please consider turning it on! enjoy!! alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. Report illegal content. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. you did not deserve this, at all. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you; memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song; fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer; regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [x&x] oh red just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. dont. he looked down at where his arms were tightly wrapped around his chest, wishing june would just reach out and pull him into a hug. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. i guess i'm just worried, but i'm sorry. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. henry would hate him. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. why? While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. in that moment he was sure he could feel his heart breaking. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. Down a dead-end street. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. All Rights Reserved 2023.. Free Theme By, Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords, How Could We Ever Just Be Friends I Would Rather Die Than Let You Go Chords, Alapatra Chords | Sajjan Raj Vaidya | Yabesh Thapa. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. it wasnt a big deal. i'm not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. . after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. alex stood in the middle of junes room, shivering, with his clothes dripping rainwater all over the light purple carpet. But loving him was red, red, red. go to sleep alex.. that had to be the case. Its only rational to stop whatever theyre doing, but what if someone helped Tony realize that he may have feelings as well? it felt like venom on his tongue. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. 4. liam it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. 6. henry. the moment we have all been waiting for. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. as well as i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. 95 guests liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. missing him was dark gray all alone he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. 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